What’s with every “Sixteenth of
September”? Why it’s so special that you have to write something of that day? I
think that would probably be the questions come into readers mind when they’ve
read the title.
Well, Yes! It’s quite special for me
because it so happen that every sixteenth of September is my birthday. It’s
much special right now because I’ll be turning twenty five. It’s the silver
anniversary of my life. I’m so blessed and thankful to God that he gave me this
life. This is the greatest gift I ever received. I will forever be thankful for
this gift Lord.
Anyway, I just want to share my
feelings when every sixteenth of September is fast approaching. I have this
strange feeling and I can’t even tell what emotion I feel. I think this is what
they call mixed emotions. I feel happy, sad, excited, worried and ashamed.
Happy
I’m happy because it’s a special day. It’s my day. This is the day
that my mother gave birth of me. It feels good when people remember your
birthday and they are sending you text messages or posting greetings on
Facebook. With that simple greeting makes me think that I’m special to them that
they’ve remember my special day. That makes me happy.
Sad
Family is the most important persons
in our life. I want my whole family to be with me in celebrating my special day
more than anyone else. It’s just so sad
that the others can’t make. I won’t stop wishing until that special moment will
come true. Who knows in my next birthday I have them all. I love them all. I’ll
always love them.
Excited
I’m excited for my birthday celebration and for the birthday
presents.hahah. I know I’ll have one. But aside from that I’m little excited of
what my 25th year has to offer. Will this age be going to be good to
me?heheh. My 24th year is really good to me. Hope my 25th
year will be great. Hope this age will bring me to the next level of my life.
I’m not getting any younger anyway. I think I need to experience what other 25th
year girls experienced.
Worried
Will I be having a big celebration?
I don’t think so. I don’t have a budget. I can only offer them a simple dinner.
I know it’s a simple dinner but I’m worried
of what food to prepare, who to invite and can I entertain them all during my
birthday? Will they enjoy the gathering? I’m just worried of those little
things.
Ashamed
When someone knows my birthday and
greeted me, I felt happy and the same time I’m ashamed. I don’t know why. Maybe I feel amazed that they
remembered my birthday.
Anyway, I’m so focused on those
feelings, enough with those feelings for now. I should celebrate the gift of
life God gave me. I have to enjoy life, make memories and treasure every moment
of it. I’m so blessed I’ve reached my 25th year. May the Lord bless
me for the coming years.
With love,
Henny
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